Oh it's been a while!

Updates: Maroon 5 was sin September and it went extremely well, and overall extremely successful NBA: not something easy to deal with, but again.. very successful events. I have had all these thoughts in my head that I wanted to share but I just couldn't manage to find the time or have a good memory to jot it down in my head. I've been very confused lately. Confused about what I want to pursues in life, what's important in my life, and what's the next step. I want to make a difference. If I think back to my beliefs before life as an adult with responsibilities, i just wanted to change the world. I wanted to create something memorable. At first I wanted to do Law, then I wanted to get an MBA and now Im thinking about doing both. a Law degree would definitely be more useful... well.. hey.. why not try for both? Go big or go home

seriously.. grow up

I'm tired to trying to be nice, trying to make it work, and trying to make up for things that I thought I was wronged for. I'm sorry you're retarded, ugly, friendless, and just completely out of tune with reality. I'm done being nice, it's time to be fair. To best honest, I'm kind of flattered that I'm worth talking about, you must be really jealous huh? Go fuck yourself and enjoy living in the pathetic little closed mind of yours.

Happy Chinese Valentine's Day

Feelin

g the Same 

This incredible photo marks the end of Matador Torero Alvaro Munera's career. He collapsed in remorse mid-fight when he realized he was having to prompt this otherwise gentle beast to fight. He went on to become an avid opponent of bullfights. (The look on this bull's face says it all for me. Even grievously wounded by picadors, he did not attack this man.) Torrero Munera is quoted as say...ing of this moment: "And suddenly, I looked at the bull. He had this innocence that all animals have in their eyes, and he looked at me with this pleading. It was like a cry for justice, deep down inside of me. I describe it as being like a prayer - because if one confesses, it is hoped, that one is forgiven. I felt like the worst shit on earth." "Cows are amongst the gentlest of breathing creatures; none show more passionate tenderness to their young when deprived of them; and, in short, I am not ashamed to profess a deep love for these quiet creatures." - Thomas de Quincey

Everyone is so sensitive.. I feel like i'm in college again. Where my New Yorkers At?