Thursday, April 12, 2012

HmpH

After hours of facebook stalking I noticed that we are fucked. We're all so lost in our minds...always searching for, but rarely finding...that ultimatum that we think we can be fully happy about



....But why is it soo hard to get to happiness?

Because We're scared..
- scared to loose comfortability to go chase for our dreams
- scared to take a chance at something that might fail
- scared to move out of the perfect womb our parents created for us
- scared to find out that what you fought for.. wasn't that perfect

Our fear is our biggest enemy.. it makes us run away, makes us lazy, makes us feel incompetent .... and honestly we're all victims

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

RIP

Just found out my high school teacher was beaten to death by her son today... seriously.. what the fuck is wrong with this world...

http://www.dnainfo.com/20120410/midtown/laguardia-hs-teacher-karyn-kay-beaten-death-son-questioned

i should reallly get a dog

i set myself on the sofa, cuddling my big teddy bear and sat through 'Marley and me' the 2nd time in 3 years. I've forgotten how much this movie truly moves me. A dog's unconditional love for his family can never be severed. Sometimes you may forget that the dog is there or that he/she is incapable of being what people would call "a good dog". But he will always remember you, will always come to you, will always play with you, always sit there as you cry together and nevertheless always love you. Makes me miss having Rocky around. As bad as he was, he sat there with me when i've given up hope on this city.

I've never actually owned a puppy but maybe it's something to consider. He will never disappoint you, but will only try and try to make you love him as much as he loves you. Gentle, easy, Simple. Simplicity is hard to come by these days.



"A dog has no use for fancy cars, big homes, or designer clothes. A water log stick will do just fine. A dog doesn't care if your rich or poor, clever or dull, smart or dumb. Give him your heart and he'll give you his. How many people can you say that about? How many people can make you feel rare and pure and special? How many people can make you feel extraordinary? "

Monday, April 9, 2012

:(

How can anyone be sure of anything if there is no security?

sometimes i wonder what's the point of even trying to get that sense of security when there's no feedback


how can you be so sure? how do i even know?

Such a day to listen to James Morrison on repeat